Peanuts

Growing up, we had a nice house and grounds, but not cable, just network television. I would wait all year for the Charlie Brown Christmas with that sad little salvaged, saved tree. Could only watch when it aired live. And I did every year, couldn’t wait.

I bought all the Peanuts on VHS for my son when he was little. Bye VHS.

So here now it’s Christmas Eve and I’m so wanting to find that Peanuts Christmas online. It must be possible.

Found it. Watched it. Just like it always was. That Peanuts track. Snoopy hopping with the kids onstage. Watch for the video trial cancel date though.

Now my inbox so full about Charlie Brown Christmas especially the sincerity, not the cynicism, all kinds of people writing. And the track. Just know it’s Peanuts. Sounds only like Peanuts. No other.

My marvelous sister-in-law brought me another Snoopy-themed cozy sweatshirt that will help me get through the next few winter months. Woodstock on the sleeve. Adorable. Will definitely wear on Christmas Day. Did.

My thoughtful brother bought me the most perfect journal to start the New Year.

Christmas will be a little hard for me this year but I have done what I can do and it’s not been the easiest year. Buy gifts where I can and no chaotic family gatherings. I will meditate, write about planning the New Year in the journal my brother sent me, and calmly not impatiently, let little cat Quinn rest purring on my lap. If I pull out some ham, he’s right on it. So cat.

Wearing the new Snoopy. Journal from brother pulled out, favorite pens right next. Get my thoughts for changing years collected. Now on Christmas Day. It will be calm and thoughtful to the extent I can control.

Day after my health insurance sending home help to support me with some tasks as the knee continues to recover. I stretch it and walk and it gets better one step next step. Spot me on the walking. Clean that closet. Gosh will that be a relief. Fold the clothing. (I’ve still got my Kamala cat tee hanging in the bathroom plus a couple of pairs of the baggy jeans that I wore with stabilizer because no skinny jeans or yoga pants with that contraption. Skinny jeans back on now but like the baggy jeans too.) Gosh that refrigerator. There’s some dangerously old salad in there. Now it’s gone. I’ve got help.

More than just Peanuts here but I did find Peanuts. What I needed for this year Christmas, to start. Peanuts. Now that journal and those tasks with welcomed help. Next year is coming.